Life...
A Complex junction between all kinds of elements
Science have been always trying to prove where it started, how...
I belive the true question is...why it exists...
i've been eighteen years trying to understand that
why am i living and why should i.
should i just go by the feelings and keep this endless cicle of life and death
or should i found an alternative?
sometimes seems that death is not the true ending of life
maybe it's the way it ends...
maybe i shouldn't know the answer.
once i heard...that all our pain came from a single sin.
but what kind of sin was that?
some told me that was gluttony, lust...
I belive it was something else.
all the sins are extremly tempting, and obviously something to offer...
and my question is
What was the offer of the first sin?
i belive it was knowledge...
the knowledge of right and wrong,
the knowledge of our own value
the knowledge of our pointless life.
i ask myself...if i'm looking for this same offer everyday...
if i'm trying to do something that i shouldn't...
if i'm searching for something that i should not found
for my own sake.
feels like i can't be better than i'm now
even if i could...i should't.
feels like...we ..were made...to be so...meanness.
