Fate

Push me somewhere
what is that fear?
i can't go anywhere
i wish i was there...

i'm rotting here
all i can do is scream
all i can do....that's all i can do...

lying on this bed of flames
this part of  likes to watch me burn

I CAN'T WAKE UP!!!!
I'm not strong enough!
help me!
get me out!

i can't stand another day

i can see all the things i can do
and i see all the nothing i'm doing...

I CAN'T WAKE UP!!!!
I'm not strong enough!
help me!
get me out!

...
i'm just a man
trying to be myself....

and i still wonder
who i am?

Life?

Life...
A Complex junction between all kinds of elements

Science have been always trying to prove where it started, how...

I belive the true question is...why it exists...

i've been eighteen years trying to understand that
why am i living and why should i.
should i just go by the feelings and keep this endless cicle of life and death
or should i found an alternative?

sometimes seems that death is not the true ending of life
maybe it's the way it ends...
maybe i shouldn't know the answer.

once i heard...that all our pain came from a single sin.

but what kind of sin was that?
some told me that was gluttony, lust...

I belive it was something else.
all the sins are extremly tempting, and obviously something to offer...

and my question is
What was the offer of the first sin?

i belive it was knowledge...
the knowledge of right and wrong,
the knowledge of our own value
the knowledge of our pointless life.


i ask myself...if i'm looking for this same offer everyday...
if i'm trying to do something that i shouldn't...
if i'm searching for something that i should not found
for my own sake.

feels like i can't be better than i'm now
even if i could...i should't.


feels like...we ..were made...to be so...meanness.

Bitch?

Looking for power and respect,
showing your ass for that
can't feel Love?
all you want is fuck
SLUT!

You don't know my pain

Hypocrits!!!
tired of living between them
maybe i'm one...
how to live with that?

maybe is too late for me to live...
maybe is too late for me to die...

all i know is...
i'm tired...
i got this hunger that never ends
the only thing that makes me smile is my own blood


alone i begin again
walking lost in my mind
nothing i can find
there's no place to hide

i don't wanna be here...

i don't wanna be here..

i don't wanna be here!!!

I DONT FUCKING WANNA BE HERE!!!

GET ME OUT!!

YOU SAY YOU ARE MY FRIEND
SO SHOOT MY FUCKING HEAD!!!!!!

....

...



IS TOO LATE TO DIE!!!
IS TOO LATE TO DIE!!!
IS TOO LATE TO DIE!!!
IS TOO LATE TO DIE!!!


please...kill me...

please...kill me...

please.......
kill me.

...

Untitled

How can you ask to see a smile from me,
if everything i see makes me bleed.
i know you are not there to help
you're just there to see what's going on inside my head
but you can be sure of that, you will never know
you can judge me as much as you want
all you are gonna know is
..i..

One

Em um segundo
 em um instante
 tudo para, um passo no futuro
 meu presente se torna passado
corpo inabitado
sentimentos em vão
o tempo que vai passar
meu sentimento que vai mudar
o que hoje eu chorei
amanhã eu vou sorrir
Eu sei que vou sangrar
mas nunca vou desistir.

Antes...

Incompreensível incompreendida?
Não está sozinha mas está perdida.
alguém te ouve, alguém te entende...
mas sua falta alguém sente?
Esperando uma verdade mudar
Quanto tempo ela vai aguentar?